雨 又 在 下 了
看 外 面 又 湿 了
我 一 直 等 著
让 屋 里 灯 都 亮 著
这 样 伤 心 地 睡 了
这 样 压 抑 地 醒 了
想 著 你 要 来 了
可 该 变 的 都 变 了
而 孤 独 是 什 么
心 冷 是 什 么
情 是 什 么
你 是 什 么
我 不 要 再 想 了
我 已 经 倦 了
我 不 想 再 唱 了
我 已 经 哭 了
想 陪 你 坐 著
想 听 你 说 著
想 知 道 我 值 得
以 为 我 们 还 爱 著
把 窗 户 都 开 著
风 也 是 凉 的
我 一 个 人 唱 歌
声 音 也 变 成 冷 的
而 孤 独 是 什 么
心 冷 是 什 么
情 是 什 么
你 是 什 么
我 不 要 再 想 了
我 已 经 倦 了
我 不 想 再 唱 了
我 已 经 哭 了
而 孤 独 是 什 么
心 冷 是 什 么
情 是 什 么
你 是 什 么
我 不 要 再 想 了
我 已 经 倦 了
我 不 想 再 唱 了
我 已 经 哭 了
我 不 想 再 唱 了
我 已 经 哭 了
雨 又 在 下 了

我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎

     

Venture Capital Mid Sem Exam, originally uploaded by E.C.Photography.

five weeks worth of prescribed readings for the exam later.. yawnz~~~

edit (10.22pm): i was LATE for the exam today… exam was to begin at 9am, and i woke at 8.55am!!! i totally zonked through the entire four hour sleep cycle and woke up all the sudden! thankfully my brother hadn’t left the house yet (unusual), and he rushed to send me to school. phew! obviously on the way i kena a lot of scolding but.. HENG SAI when i went in they were into reading time. phew~~~!

what a total contradiction form my grimacing earlier in the week about my dislike for lateness and here i am being late! sigh, but look at all the readings to finish.. how to not sleep late? hehe. anyways, i bought my 4th motorcycle and first ever real bike (since the first three were all Vespas). its a Kawasaki ER6F, a 650cc sports bike which has the same base engine from the supersport version except that its been detuned to suit urban driving conditions (power band brought down to mid-range RPMs since it would be suicide to ride at 12000RPM in the city). i’ll post up some pictures soon and i’ll be naming my baby.. Kawi!

here’s a leaked shot.. (i couldn’t resist showing off lol..)

2008 Kawasaki ER6F "Kawi"

 

爱你变习惯不再稀罕
我们该冷静谈一谈
你说你喜欢一点点浪漫
却把跟随我的脚步放慢
没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天天天纷乱
我一再试探你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样
有一种预感爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

~music~

没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天天天纷乱
我一再试探你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样
有一种预感爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方
有一种预感爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方
我坐立难安望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

looking at the many images taken by Terence and Winny on their adventures in Mexico kinda makes me miss the feeling of having nothing on the shoulders, being able to just go out on mini-adventures and snap away freely. 

Gang suggested for us to embark on some foodie trip. but this foodie trip isn’t only a small scale thing that only takes place within the uber small city state of Singapore, but its going Global with a capital G baby! obviously to do that. we’ve gotta have the funds to pay for air tickets, hotels, and crappy stuff like countering the unfavourable exchange rates and such. (my new lingo of the year is to end each sentence with “and such” and/or “So.”)

so the stage has been set for the year 2011, three years from now, we would have graduated, should have had enough savings by then and ready to go for an overseas trip to… Hokkaido, Japan! think ginormous freshness loads of delectable japanese cuisine like sashimi, sea urchins, crabs of the size bigger than your head, etc etc etc! i’m gonna risk my life and find some puffer fish to eat! and and and.. hot spring! woohoo… not to mention the fresh smog-less air we’ll be inhaling… ski-ing… trekking in national parks… lots and lots of Sapporo beer hahaha!!! a major consideration would be to decide on which season of the year to go though (and when we can take leave hurhur).

Hokkaido, Japan 2011 is set, and we will make it happen!

and if we can afford it.. maybe a eurotrip the following year and to drop by London for the Olympics in 2012! hmm.. see first la. London doesn’t really attract me a big deal, kinda think it makes for a boring city actually apart from the culture appreciation and historical buildings part which i like. oh yeah, and Arsenal! haha. well maybe the city council will do up some spectacular stuff in the city like what Beijing did to sway my mind…

i’m also hoping i can make a trip to Beijing/Shanghai sometime during this holidays man. its been long due.. hopefully the time when James goes to visit his parents would be the same time when i’ve stopped work and i could tag along or something…

geez, all these thoughts about holidaying and merry-making while in the midst of exams. how typical!

what happened today was machiam like the Passage of the Red Sea. though i had to mug for an exam on tuesday, i still got out to play soccer at uni today. i took the bus to school, and as i was waiting at the bus stop i could see the sky turning dark. but i didn’t turn back. when i reached the field, it almost immediately began to start drizzling. i hoped for the weather to maintain as such, but after five minutes it began to pour really heavily. i felt so disappointed, having made the trip all the way to uni just to play soccer, but was unable to do so because of the weather.

i prayed for the skies to clear up soon, as i reassured some friends by telling them that the rain was going to stop. but it didn’t, it continue to pour and pour so heavily as i entertained myself by doing some juggling at the stands. i had half the thought to just heck everything and play in the rain by myself, but had not done so as there were two exams to follow later in the week. i continued to keep the faith and pray for the dark clouds to part, and after awhile it did!

during the entire rain which lasted for about 30 odd minutes, it didn’t look like it was going to stop one minute. but it did. i prayed for the skies to clear up just long enough for me to play soccer, and it did. soon after the rain stopped, the soccer kakis arrived. i was damn happy la.

after the session ended around 6pm, ten minutes later just as i was walking out of uni compounds it started pouring uber heavily again! seriously, my prayer was answered. He parted the skies just so we could have a nice game of soccer on a lazy sunday afternoon, i’m so grateful for that. He was probably watching us..

=)